I’m worried….
I’m worried that things wont be the same and that they will. I worry that I wont just fit in the way I did before. That a lot of people will reject me. That everything’s moved on too much and too fast and I wont be able to catch up. I’m worried that it will be weird and strange. I worry that the past will drag me back down. I worry that I will be in the way. I just worry… I’ve wanted this so badly in the past year and its been handed to me on a plate. So why am I so scared? I’m excited, nervous, scared, happy. Mixed emotions….
Why am I not good enough?
(via r-acheel)
it’s been a year…
I miss you
(via r-acheel)
19 today x
I want to know what its like not to be ALONE
Before I go to sleep…
I create stories in my head… They aren’t perfect fairy tales but they have the result I want…. I guess I spend too much time day dreaming… But what else am I meant to do? I need something to keep me going… And I do that through dreams… Dreaming of a life where things are different. Where you love me again… Where you need me again… And that ‘you’ is not just one person. Its everyone who I’ve lost over the years….
(via july-tenth)
